summer summer summer...why is summer such a great season?!?! well i used to love summer until i turned 13....duh...sometimes its alright but some times its soooo damn boring..

location: italy
year: 2008...............Olympics yes yes
mood: bored and HOT

man i still have alot infront of me..am 18 and i dont feel anything. people say that when u turn 18 u feel free, mature, old whatever.. i feel the same way. damn. how do you feel??? i dont kno, please tell me how you feel because i dont kno how sould i feel. my parents r bugging me about my future and the desisions i should make but i dont realy think about it. god already decided of my future, of my tomorrow. he knows if i will laugh or cry or go to te mall or stay home or whatever. why should i plan something that in the future it might not go the way i planned?? i dont kno...tomorrow i plan to stay home, but how much do u bet i will go out?? go out means opening the house door and walking out right? i might go throw the trash?!%*$&#^@

my tomorrow if to go to uni, help my parents unpack cause they transfered in india and start making some friends soon.. in rome? i dont kno...its weird to think that i started my own life, alone, on the 9th of july....> when i turned 18..

this might be weird for you...i dont usually write this kind of things..so random and weird..maybe is cause am bored and i have NOTHING to do..what would you do if it rained and it was so damn hot?!?!..u tell me...

anyways if u read this send me 'i read this' or anything tat u feel...i dont kno..i just want to kno who is in the same level as i am...so maybe i can think or say that there others out there like me...lost, or bored, or exited about the future, or anxiouse about what might happen tomorrow, or scared or whatever...whatever ur feeling..even one word, just write it down..it might bring u luck or it might just make ur day a bit better because u told someone how u felt or feel even though u dont kno me u can tell me how u feel..am curiouse......

let me tell u how i feel........